got to get you into my life.

I know I haven't written in here in a while. Life has been crazy (grad school situations, potential nsslha regional positions, three jobs etc etc).


Today it finally hit me that next year, my life is going to be dramatically different. And I am really not sure how I feel about that.

Caroline is definitely moving to D.C.
JD is moving to Cleveland or Manhattan.

This may seem stupid but these two are such a big deal to me and they are just two that are for sure moving. There are still many that are deciding. It terrifies me to not be just a few minutes from these two. Last night JD made it clear that he was not staying in Cincy and I almost felt the tears well up in my eyes then. But, I kept it together and had a really really great time just seeing him for the first time in a few days. It just makes me feel really shitty to know that eventually I may not get to see him for weeks at a time. Or that not only may I get to see him less but that we even drift apart. It's been a solid 2 years of off-on dating, friendship whatever-ship and I'm really not too thrilled about losing this kid. As much as I fought getting to know him in the begining, I love that kid to death. Caroline told me earlier this week she had decided on D.C. and I just straight up cried. This girl has been such an amazing friend and support system for me this year. To think, we've gone to school together for three years and never even knew each other. Thank god for UC and for NSSLHA. I have never met someone so determined and talented. It kills me to know she'll be all the way in DC. Hopefully, I'll be able to end up in DC with her.





Sorry this is lame but I'm just not digging this right now.