too many heartaches in my lifetime ain't good for me. it's the love that keeps you in.

Hiya kids. How are ya? I am tired and a bit anxious. But more on that later. So here's whats been going on...


Thursday I worked at Forever. blah. Stupid stupid stupid. Still, money money money and I am Poor. Capital P.

After forever I worked at Topcats. We had a greek week event where teams kareoked for make a wish. Basically a bunch of bros and hoes at TC. It was surprisingly fun. Best part of the night had to be when a random girl asked me if I worked as a tattoo artist. Keep in mind, I am not covered in tattoos nor piercings. I said no. She then asked if I worked at Urban. I again said no. She sat there perplexed and then walked away. I guess short black hair means I must be a tattoo artist or work at urban. I mean, I was wearing a plaid dress and eye makeup. At least she didn't ask if I was in DAAP. Everyone asks me that.

So after working 12-8 at XXI, 8:30-2 at TC, I collapsed in my bed. I got up Friday morn at 7:45 and got ready and headed to audio. After that was my SLP observation at Moeller HS. Moeller is an all boys school so I was a bit anxious thinking it'd be just a bunch of boys running around being...well, boys. Plus, I had to dress up. I hate dressing up. I always feel super old and frumpy. Anyways, I surprisingly enjoyed shadowing the SLP there. She was very upbeat and had a great repetoire with her clients. They really liked her and seemed to depend on her. The boys I met were all so sweet and willing to talk to me about their language issues and how it affected their school. They were all surprisingly mature and open. But they still stared at my chest. Boys will be boys, right?

After that I headed home to nap before the NSSLHA social. We had a social at Stones Lane, a bowling alley with a bar because our social chair loves booze. She really does. Girl is in love with beer. Swear to god. Every social is booze related. It's actually funny. So I get to the alley at 7:30 as planned and find that only the most socially awkward members of NSSLHA and a handful of officers have showed. It made for an interesting night. I had a sierra nevada and bowled a modest 42. Yeah, I have skills. I went back to my place to kick back and lay low for the night. JD came over, trashed I might add, and we watched Curb Your Enthusiasm. I can always tell when JD is drunk because he sings the theme. LOUDLY. And tells me how much he likes the Suzie Green character. 40 times. And he falls asleep on me. That's always a give away too. He had been at Christie's Bar all night and swore up and down all night that the bartender overcharged him. I think I explained that yes, 3 Irish Car Bombs just may have cost him $18 ten or more times. I love him but bitch is crazzzzy.

After staying up til about 3 am discussing why Suzie Green is such a great character, I had to work at 12 on Saturday. It was lame as always, but the other head cashier finally got axed so pay raise is a comin'! Hooray! Anyways, otherwise the day was quite uneventful. Just the normal chaos and bullshit of working in retail. I worked TC after. SO FUN! We had 3 shitty cover bands playing for free and lots of people showed up. Including a ton of my old friends from high school and previous jobs. Gabe and Lou from HPT came which was really nice since I never get to see them both at once. PLUS, Josh and Adam came. Josh is just about the greatest guy on earth. I love that kid. Others like Dougie and Jonny came out which was also really cool. I felt like all night I had someone to hug or talk to and catch up with. It was also a good night for money. Mass tips! Hooray!

Today I worked 11-8. I am sooooo tired from this weekend. Luckily, I only have class 9-2 tomorrow. I feel a nap coming on.


I think tonight I am going to try to write. It's been so so long since I've been able to have time to write anything for myself. Plus, there's some stuff going on that I haven't really been able to talk to anyone else about. Its not bad and its not good but its starting to swirl around in my head and I need to get it out. Was that emo enough? hope so.